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2007-10-28T15:07:00.000-07:00

Sat, 13 October 2007

"Song for my Father" by Dale Credico, "My Father in the Store Commanding 'Buy'" by Joe Green, "Gondar Avenue" by Tim Smith, "Richie Halloran" by Joe Green, "Arnold Gates" by Tim Smith, "Peggy LaRue" by Tim Smith, "Go Tell the Achyans" by Joe Green, "Going to Goodland" by Tim Smith.

Brought to you by Mr. Clean, Camel Cigarettes, Beechnut Gum, Salem Cigarettes and the folks at Chevrolet!

With an appearance by Roy Rogers!

Direct download: Into_The_Past.mp3
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Sat, 6 October 2007

A Salute to Francis Muir

A salute to Francis Muir – blithe spirit. Here’s a little bit about him:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Francis_Muir

and here it’s possible to read about his asteroid. http://ssd.jpl.nasa.gov/sbdb.cgi?sstr=95802

“Don't forget to include a reference to my Godfather, Dean of Balliol, and he after whom I was named: Francis Fortescue Urquhart.. Google or wiki will prolly set you straight.”

Direct download: A_Salute_to_Francis_Muir.mp3
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Thu, 4 October 2007

The JD Salutes Sputnik!

"Famous Monsters" by Joe Green "One Step Beyond and Back" by Dale Credico "Immortality" by Tim Smith "Once There Was Childermas Gazelles" by Joe Green "The Wild One" by Dale Credico

Beautiful …That the hands of the sisters Death and Night incessantly softly remold again and ever again, the face of this soiled world. Drum-Taps. Reconciliation Walt Whitman

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2007-08-28T11:25:00.000-07:00

Tue, 28 August 2007

A Visit to the Minnesota State Fair.

Epiphany Diner. Haunted Mansion. Hot dog or Corn Dog? Confronting Patriot Radio.

Bucky Beaver? Prostate Cancer. At the Marines exhibit. Poet Laureate for Minnesota. The DFL Stance. Hungry again. Corn Fritters. University of Minnesota’s Great English Majors. Persist despite injury. At the Chapel. Let’s eat. Dipping Dots. The Great Machine. They don’t eat corn in Germany! Minnesota Zydeco! We meet a fellow student. At the Quilt center! Creative Activities. Lefse Bakery. “She always has to go.” Colleges and Lions. Jesse Ventura! Pickle Shirt. A question at the Mensa Exhibit.

A Strange Scene! The Parades! Ronald McDonald Confronted. Finger or Thumbs Down? Appalling Uniforms. The Mounties! Polka Spotlight. Al Franken Speaks! We cheer! Al remembers Dwight Eisenhower. Joe Lieberman’s Teeth. Petting a Piglet. Future Farmers of America. A Musical Interlude. Sheep bleating. Final Thoughts. On the Bus. Bus driver yells at kid who has hand out window. We overhear a guy who sounds just like the Rainman. He discusses Minnesota wrestlers of the sixties. Mad Dog. The Baron. All nice guys. “My aunt went out on a date with the Crusher.” Cindy Lou the Dog. Listen to this guy. Perfect!!!!!!!!

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Sun, 26 August 2007

The Ballade of Little Noddy

The time: 1992. The place: Smoking room of Cray Research. Time to Completion (est) about three hours over three days. Ah, the mojo was with me then!

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Mon, 20 August 2007

DarkSource--St. Paul--The First Five Episodes

We all have to make a living-- even we poor poets. Here are five episodes of workday life from my office: DarkSource, St. Paul.

We write policies and procedures for our government here in Minnesota.

Goldy is our receptionist/switchboard operator. We are located on the corner of Selby and Western in St. Paul in the Blair Arcade. Drop in sometime. We won't be there but Goldy will. Just tell her what you want so she can forget it!

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Fri, 20 July 2007

The Limerick Odyssey

Books 12 through 24.

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Sat, 19 May 2007

The Mighty Jim -- A Tribute to James Joyce

Includes "The Mighty Jim" and "A Christmas Story,"

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Wed, 16 May 2007

The Limerick Iliad: Books One Through Four

Homer's Iliad translated into limericks by Tim Smith and Joe Green. The first four books.

"This translation fulfills an unnameable need" T.S Eliot

Direct download: The_Limerick_Iliad.mp3
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Fri, 11 May 2007

Babylon

The second episode of the Sir Douglas Falstaff Poetry Reading Showdown.

Distinguished jazz poet and roustabout Dale Credico reads "Babylon" by Robert Graves.

Direct download: Babylon.mp3
Category: podcasts -- posted at: 10:13 PM

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Sun, 6 May 2007

Sailor Dreams

The first entry in the Sir Douglas Falstaff Great Poetry Readings contest.
Read by its author, Timothy Smith, twenty one years ago in the cabin at Owl Oak. Sailor Dreams.

Direct download: SailorDreams.mp3
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Sun, 29 April 2007

A Simple Desultory Philippic

William Butler Yeats comments on Ron Silliman's deep thoughts anent scrunchies.

The Flop Eared Mule brings you the first episode of "Dueling Poets."
Ron Silliman and Kent Johnson duel over a poet's clinamen! Yes! Shocking!

A Simple Pirate Song by Tim Smith

More about bums...

Direct download: SimpleDesultory.mp3
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2007-04-27T17:23:00.000-07:00

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Sat, 21 April 2007

The Great Train Journey

The Great Train Journey of Rashmi Prakash as told by Sir Douglas Falstaff!

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Mon, 2 April 2007

Rambling Dale Credico

Rambling Dale Credico abuses some ducks, moans about robot women and reads three poems!

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Sun, 1 April 2007

Gamblers Three

Dale, Tim and Joe on the Midnight Train.

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Sat, 31 March 2007

Walk On The Wild Side

Shake that thang!

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Sun, 25 March 2007

Helen B Denis-- A Lost Poet

From the Introduction to her Book "Gardens of Eden" by Leslie Burton Blades author of "Fruit of the Forbidden Tree."

"Quite young and alone in a strange land, she found herself at the outbreak of the World War in the United States and facing the inexorable knowledge that her German relatives were plunged into the anguish and terror of that great disaster.

Disconsolate, her tongue condemning her to the suspicion and dislike of war inflamed people, she was forced to solitude to seek what comfort could be found in communion with nature.

She begins to write...without knowledge of the technique so highly developed in English poetry...

Such an impulse has prompted many a poet; but few there are who, lacking the irresistible urge of glowing genius, would have attempted poetry in a tongue the rudiments of which were scarcely familiar...Yet..the author bent herself mercilessly to the mastery of English...speaking in a strange tongue, without the knowledge our literary traditions, unacquainted with the trend of our present day poetry...

Dr. H. Spencer Lewis (on the flyleaf of the book jacket) remarks "The first poem is certainly symbolic and very beautiful." Dr Lewis is none other than Harvey Spencer Lewis F.R.C., Ph.D. (November 25, 1883 – August 2, 1939), a famous Rosicrucian author, occultist, and mystic.

These poems were also endorsed by Paul Swan -- the most beautiful man in the world.

This is the only recording of her poetry available.

Here -- at the Jeunesse Doree.

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Mon, 12 March 2007

In Lunar Conversation

"In Lunar Conversation" read by Sir Douglas Falstaff.

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Sun, 11 March 2007

Oh! Donna!

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Sun, 11 March 2007

Weary Tune

Soldiers in the rain...

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Sun, 11 March 2007

The Sinking of the Bismarck

The real story.

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Sun, 11 March 2007

Poetry Baseball: Avalon Archers vs. 20th Century Limiteds

Poetry baseball as it is meant to be played!
The Avalon Archers versus the 20^th Century Limiteds

The Archers

Coach W. H. Auden, John Keats, John Donne, John Milton, William Wordsworth, Alfred, Lord Tennyson

20^th Century Limiteds

Coach Walt Whitman, Ezra Pound, T.S. Eliot, William Carlos Williams, Allen Ginsberg and Ron Silliman

Broadcast from Don Schaeffer Memorial Stadium on the Sunny Slopes of Parnassus!

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Mon, 5 March 2007

Don Schaeffer Once More

Once more into the breach with Master Poet Donald Schaeffer.

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Mon, 5 February 2007

Ken Wolman Reads

his great poetry.

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Fri, 22 December 2006

Joe Green Live at Boston University(R)

Recovered!

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Fri, 22 December 2006

A Jeunesse Doree Christmas--Stave the First

A Dale Credico Christmas. A Poem on Dale's Loss by William Butler Yeats. A Loneliest Christmas. The Lawn Jockey Christmas Carol by Tim Smith. "Kadosh, Kadosh, Kadosh" a Hannukah poem by Don Schaeffer and "Don's Dreidel" composed and performed by Joseph Green.

Direct download: JDChristmas_Stave1.mp3
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Fri, 22 December 2006

A Jeunesse Doree Christmas--Stave the Second

Christmas spectaculars by Tammy Turner Peaden and Mike Antonelli and two trifles by Joseph Green.

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Fri, 22 December 2006

A Jeunesse Doree Christmas--Stave the Third

Joe Green tells us how -- on a Christmas long ago -- his sainted mother gave up drinking gin and Tim Smith descants on a California Christmas.

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Fri, 22 December 2006

A Jeunesse Doree Christmas--Stave the Fourth

Poems and Song of Joe Green and Tim Smith. Don't miss Tim's "A Sad But Merry Christmas" in which he cries wassail to the great spirits of the JD!

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Fri, 17 November 2006

Letters to Denny

Letters sent to my Uncle Denny during WW2. All from 1945. He never answered. Found in his cabin after his death a few years ago. Worlds and worlds -- all lost. Here.

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Thu, 16 November 2006

Therapy at Parapark

Discovered today in the old trunk in the attic of the Jeunesse Doree studios!
The time: 1986. The place: the Owl Oak cabin in Owl Oak woods in Carmel, California.

Yes, I was up in the attic looking for letters to my Uncle Denny sent to him during WW2 (soon to be a major podcast) and found the old tape. Tim Smith as Samson Shillitoe performing on the Parapark Therapy hour. You must hear this and just when you think it's over, it ain't. Listen to the immortal flamenco stylings of Tim Smith back when (as he has said) he could really play. Is Immortal Diamond.

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Wed, 15 November 2006

The Jeunesse Doree at the Movies

At last! For the first time ever! The Lost Poems of Robert Mitchum!

"Out of the Past"

"On Location"

"At Schwabs with Archerd"

and much much more!

"Picture of Brando in The Wild One" Dale Credico

"The Defiant Ones" and "LA Song" Rin Tin Tin

"What Frank Knew" Tammy Turner Peaden

"The Stand In" Tim Smith

"My Brooklyn -- the Movie" Joe Green

"Movie About Murder" Don Schaeffer

A Short Ending --Voices of the Stars

The Kindness of Movies -- Jean Marie Green, Johanna, Joe.

Direct download: The_JD_At_the_Movies.mp3
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Mon, 30 October 2006

A Visit

A visit with my mother. This summer. Concertina stylings by Joe Green.

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Sat, 14 October 2006

Halloween with the Jeunesse Doree

Eldritch songs, poems and tales from Jewelmoon, Johanna, Dale Credico, Thomas Lovell Beddoes, Tammy Turner Peaden, Baron Donald Schaeffer, Tim Smith, Joe Green, Sir Valentine Ravenscar, Basil Firth and others. Tu Mani Martini is your host.

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Wed, 27 September 2006

Autumn with the Jeunesse Doree

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Wed, 27 September 2006

The Magic of Don Schaeffer

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Wed, 6 September 2006

Well Met by Moonlight

A song and two poems. Tim Smith -- lyrics. Tim Smith --guitar.

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Sat, 10 June 2006

The Silence of Men

The Silence of Men. The Silence of Men. The Silence of Men.
What is it? It's the silence that ensues (according to a certain poet who has written what is, perhaps, the worst poem ever -- a poem that features a waltzing penis) when men can no longer speak of sex or violence.

In this broadcast Marty and I try to break through The Silence of Men.

I don't think we succeed.

But we try. Dammit, we try.

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Fri, 19 May 2006

Bob Marcacci Live from Beijing!

Bob reads at a birthday party on April 6th, 2006 for Alex Jorgensen at 13 Club in Beijing, China, which featured a number of poets and musicians.

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Thu, 18 May 2006

The Great Flood

Being a true account of my trip to Dartmouth through the Great Flood (greatest downpour of rain on those granite hills in 70 years) to meet my translator. Includes a jaunt to Detrroit, my mechanical incompetence, dining at Big Boy's, a tribute to Tim Smith, a brief account of the great conference, literary chit chat beneath paintings of men and dogs chasing foxes, a reading of my poem by myself and my great translator and a moving account of my arm wrestling a Russian poet as I recite "Paradise Lost."

Direct download: The_Great_Flood.mp3
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Sat, 6 May 2006

Trifles

Trifles from Joe Green

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Sat, 6 May 2006

Diner, Harvest, Horses, Shiny Stones

Poems from the third day of the Dale Credico festival!

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Sat, 6 May 2006

Noire for Celia

Dale Credico -- the rain, the city...

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Fri, 5 May 2006

Dale Credico Live!

Dale Credico, blithe spirit, performs two poems!

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Mon, 1 May 2006

Six More by Don Schaeffer

Six more by Don!

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Sun, 30 April 2006

The Dark Bark

It has been six years since Rinty died at the pound in Brighton Beach.
And now, for the first time, audio of his selected poems is available to the general public. He would have wanted it this way. Of course, all sorts of problems remain. His assertion that he killed JFK still questionable. His assertion that he was the greatest Hamlet of the twentieth century not accepted by all.

But what is beyond question is that in these poems he gives us a glimpse into an extraordinary dog -- a spirit who, in these querulous times, can, perhaps, lead us to an understanding of what it really means to live and to hope.

The very last minutes of this reading should be listened to with especial attention by those of you who are not quite convinced that the myth of the eternal return of a spirit, destined to again and again, bark at the dark until the darkness yields, is merely the embodiment of a vain hope.

See! They return!

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Fri, 28 April 2006

Flarf Hell

Did you miss the Flarf festival? Here is an account exactly (well, almost) transcribed then recited. The temptation to overlay it all with various news from the suffering world resisted. At least.

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Thu, 27 April 2006

The Transgressive Poet

You can change your life. Here's how I did -- following the advice of Kent Johnson (yes, to younger poets but what the hell) to stop blogging and engaging in the usual reindeer games and do something to show that they know life is short, to defy the pezzonovantes of poesy and to live, to live!

Thanks to "The Black Robes" for the music!

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Wed, 26 April 2006

The Sense of an Ending

This podcast -- by special request -- combines two transcendent moments in World Poetry: the return of the Lonliest Ranger and Kent Johnson's Descent from Heaven in his Swan Boat with what has been described by one fellow as "The Greatest Poetry Reading I Have Ever Heard."

Ah, well. The Exorcism is deleted. Why include it? The Pezzonovantes have been dealt the final blow and, of course, they can't know this. Please don't tell them.

The Collector's Edition.

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Sat, 22 April 2006

The Devil in Kent Johnson -- Part Two

The Exorcism continues and then...transcendence! And more.

Perhaps the greatest Vision ere podcast.

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Sat, 22 April 2006

The Devil in Kent Johnson-- Part One

Exorcism on a wet afternoon. Join me as I travel to Castle Dracula on the express invitation of Andrei Codresceau and am trapped into witnessing the Exorcism of Kent Johnson by Franz Wright, Charles Bernstein, Rob Silliman, the Flarf Gang, Louise Gluck, Ted Kooser and other great Pezzonovantes, Poobahs and Bonzes of American poetry. Appearances by Jim Behlre and Curtis Faville and many others!

WARNING: This podcast contains some of the most frightening conversations ever heard.

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Sat, 22 April 2006

Kent Johnson Comes Back!

AMerica's most beloved poet returns with a new poem -- Thirty Three Rules of Poetry for Poets Twenty Three and Under -- and with many new epigrams.

Epigrams for Josh Corey, Stephanie Young, Galway Kinnell, Ryan Daley, George Bowering, Bob Perlman, Joe Amato, Daniel Borzutzky and others.

Recorded on the same Radio Shack tape Kent received for Christmas in 1978 or thereabouts!

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Sun, 16 April 2006

Inferno Stave 1--Yet Again

By special request etc. great engines etc. this the First Stave of the Inferno is forthwith published yet again.

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Sun, 16 April 2006

The Battle -- Yet Again

By special request of those who depend on not seeing these and having them simply downloaded by great engines. This -- The Battle -- is republished.

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Sat, 15 April 2006

Kent Johnson: A Jeunesse Doree Book Club Discussion

Join Joe Green and Marty Brennan as they stroll, as if strolling through a wood near Athens in the great tradition of Flute, Snout, Plato and Parminides, and discuss Kent Johnson's new book, his character, his probable ethnicity, his probable sexual procilivities and the direction he should take in his art.

Discussion also includes:
Annette Funicello
The theft by Walt Disney of a painting by Marty
The power of the legs of women
The mysterious book of Genta.

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Thu, 13 April 2006

Marty-- Stave Four

A leap from a balcony, An unfortunate fall.

The mysteries of the Book of Genta.

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Wed, 12 April 2006

Epigramititis: Kent Johnson

Kent Johnson awkwardly discourses and clumsily reads twelve and Â½ new epigrams, to be included in the expanded edition of his recent booke of satirical trifles and incongruous pictures, Epigramititis: 118 Living American Poets [BlazeVox, 2006]. The second edition will be titled Epigramititis: 168 Living American Poets (also issued by BlazeVox and to weigh-in nigh 400 pages). The epigrammed writers honored on this recording are, in order of appearance, Jesse Glass, Noah Eli Gordon, Jonathan Mayhew, Jane Hirschfield, Cole Swensen, Katie Degentesh, Paul Hoover, Joshua Clover, Mark Doty, Tony Tost, Mark Weiss, and Joe Green.

Go here for the book: http://www.blazevox.org/bk-kj.htm

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Sun, 9 April 2006

Inferno__Stave 2

The Descent into Hell. A word of caution to the troops. I am met by Dante -- but not that Dante. A problem with boneless breast of roast duck and seabirds loud with Dawn. Ron Siiliman in Hell. Poets in the Ninth Circle -- the most pitiful scene ever narrated. Up again to the bright world. Marty Brennan on Damnation. A plea for Mercy for All. And so home.

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Fri, 7 April 2006

More Blue

More poetry from Tammy Turner Peaden

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Fri, 7 April 2006

Marty3

In his first broadcast of the Spring, Marty takes a break from recounting near death experiences of years gone by to tell us a simple tale of a frisbee, a janitor and an unfortunate fall.

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Fri, 7 April 2006

Inferno--Stave the First

Into the Poetry Inferno

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Tue, 4 April 2006

Vietnam

Tammy Turner Peaden was a medic in Vietnam for three years -- part of the time in the Aushau Valley during the Tet Offensive. Tammy talks about Vietnam. Reads some poems about the same.
Exact.

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Where is Fred? Last Know Picture!

2006-06-29T17:13:00.000-07:00

I am not John Marc

2006-06-15T18:08:00.000-07:00

I am not.

2006-03-17T09:28:00.000-08:00

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2006-02-11T13:55:00.000-08:00

The Life

2006-02-11T13:49:00.000-08:00

Yes, I still drop in occasionally. I sense a disturbance in the ether.

Tomorrow it's back to work in the Fredonian Zeppelin the Graf Van Helsing where I am conducting seminars on Poetry and Chocolate.

But -- something is in the air! I must be off tomorrow come what may.

Is there a spirit in the Vasty Deep with a question?

7 AM, Paoli, Pennsylvania, The Mews

2005-10-06T10:06:00.000-07:00

7 AM, Paoli, Pennsylvania, The Mews Up betimes and with nary a thought to John Clellan Holmes, Charles Bukowski, Beatrice Fontenac, Allen Ginsberg, Diane DiPrima, Carolyn LeGillian, Gary Snyder, Fithof Singh, Carl Solomon, Ken Kesey, Simon Durth, Kaviraj, George Plowwden, John Fearing, Jack Kerouac, Ken Bilie, Bruce Doone, Ray Biden, Al Jolson, Al Aronowitz, Krystal Christy, Gerald Gerald, Diane Wakowski, Bob Hoffmanthatel, Steve Alabama, Janine Pommy Sirius, Antler, Herbert Hood, Pradip Jones, Jack Moriartit, Gregory Corso, John Rimes, Allen Congreve, Frankon Jimford, Barbara Akataaff, A.D.Sith, Tuli Kupferberg, Richard Gere, George Montgomery, Frank Jeraboam, Adolph Booth, r.u.reeding, Truth Joiner , elliot elliott, Ted Hoy, Billy Nokolayev, Sundis Fleash, Gerald Lemon, Joy All, Anne Rice, Lawrence Ferlinghetti, Michael McFlaherty, Elizabeth Montgomery,Kurt DeCamp, Ron Andalausiaa, Graham Frick, Bill Cosbyy, Jan Kerouac, Jeanne Ulalume, Stephan Reishsmantal, Christine Jones, Chris Eucharist, Lyn Panda, the Scottish Chaucerians, Torkis Stand, Lirrie Komoniwannalayya, Tony Randall, Judson Jerome, Steve Allen, William S. Burroughs, Dinah Shore, Neal Cassady or Ted Williams.

Roseanna Warren is so hot! Read Billy Collins while sitting outside in the great garden here in Paoli. Buttermilk scone and a quart of Dewars. One must keep his edge for tomorrow for there’s a John Donne festival at West Chester University! I impersonate a rag and bone and hank of hair and walking about I wonder if any young people will recognize that I am a very allegorical fellow and represent seven types of ambiguity along with one great truth: there are a lot of shit for brains bohemian poseurs out there pissing in the Well of English.

Thought of the word “lucid” for one hour -- oh how I love creating poetry. Thinking of combining “lucid” with the word “light.” But one must be cautious. The “lucid light” Perhaps too incautious I am. But think of it – one could do end as poem that way. Van Gogh at Arles blah blah etc. then the last line “lisping the lucid light.” Do I dare????

Oh, “Verse” has arrived in the mail! Can there be too many poets named after birds? One doubts this.

Off to the mall at Exton for a pedicure.

Every day I seem more and more to resemble Maria Ouspenskaya. I’ll be 60 soon. What care I? Lisping the lucid light.

The moon was full last night. The wolfbane blooming. I can already feel the change.

I am afraid to peek at my other blog – as always. What did I do last night?

Oh dear God help me – naked pictures of Corso and Ginsberg!

God forgive the beast in me!

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2005-10-06T09:51:00.000-07:00

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Argentinean Black Catholic Jew

2005-07-27T09:32:00.000-07:00

I am a Tango dancer, Chicago born (we moved later) and I remembered my father. The verses below show why.

Argentinean Black Catholic Jew

I.

Cante

He was an Argentinean Black Catholic Jew.
It’s too bad but I am one too.
How sadly I think of my father!
After Mass he would play
Hernando’s Hideaway
Then the Blues, then yell at my mother.
After Mass he would play
Hernando’s Hideaway
And bitch of the Schwartzes and Yentels
Then damn the Ofays
And, in his own special way,
Evict some of the Yids from his rentals.

II. Cante Cante

Take a Jew. Take my father.

Born in the beginning of the 20th century –
that century of universal disaster.
Born in the USA to a family of neurotic vaudevillians:
African American Jews who disguised their Jewishness
and pretended to be an Argentinian family of tango dancers.
An African American Jew dancing the tango:
the one dance that, above all, speaks of fatality,
of destinies engulfed in pain. It is the dance of sorrow.
Then take this Jew (my poor Papa)
and arrange it so that he falls in love in Berlin
months before Hitler takes over …
Falls in love with that fatal woman: Ilsa.
The rest of the family flees while my Papa,
the fake gaucho, is drawn inexorably
into the darkest of the dark underworlds that existed in Berlin:
the Nosferatau: the secret society of decadents with
their Vampire balls and Grand Guigonal orgies!
And my father and Ilsa dancing
El tango de la muerte there
while Europe descended into
madness and my father danced
Danced to the dark music of the bandoneon and the violin.
A long stillness as the watchers
waited in the dark and my father
and Ilsa waited frozen on the stage and then
the quick motion that begins the tango!
stillness…
and then the sudden violence –
the dynamic of a frozen world suddenly shattered,
the apotheosis of the twentieth century!

III.

Cante Cante Cante

I stepped out into the night from the funeral home remembering
how horrible it must have been for my father
to pretend he was a Catholic.
This explained his strange melancholy
during my first holy communion and,
as I remembered more of the story he told me,
I thought back to those times when,
my mother gone to Novena,
how he would lock himself into the bedroom
and all we could would hear was "Hernando's Hideaway"
on the old record player and
the sounds of my father shuffling about,
breathing …

IV.

Cante Cante Cante Cante

Ilsa said "I am IRA.
And I think I can get us away.
But you must be baptized
And then in disguise
We’ll go to the U S of A!"
They fled cross the dark Irish sea.
My mother was Ilsa you see.
And they remained in good health
And Pope Pius the Twelfth
Cried fie and fiddle dee dee!
Then they came to these shores at last
But the fad for the tango had passed.
What could a Jew do?
So, he did a soft shoe
Grateful that he wasn’t gassed.
He starred in some old minstrel show.
Papa said he wanted to go.
Mama said "You Black Jew
You’re working for two.
Dance – it’s all that you know."

Day by Day

2005-07-08T09:12:00.000-07:00

Outta Here

I wait beneath the willow.
So many young people.
The young men with their young women dancing.
Fireflies and a moon above.
Screw them all.
Lawn party..why am I here? I need another martini.
I would go but my wife took my keys.

The Stars The Stars

All the night the moon shone
The stars burned in the golden sky,
I watch "Gilligan's Island" On an old black and white TV.
I pass the window to get another drink
Thinking of the Professor.
There is no other life.

All the Holy Night

The immensity of the universe!
Reading the New Yorker
A nice New Yorker cartoon.
Skipping the shitty poems.
My Martini is so cold.
Look there's a cartoon I missed!

Something You Can Count On

The moon is like a gypsy playing a yellow guitar.
A martini is just a martini. Every damn time.

The Plum Wine of the Buddha

This is just to say that
The Plum Wine of the Buddha
Cannot properly be called a cocktail.

In Martini Veritas

After five martinis
Soft jazz
Still sounds like shit

Praise

I hold a Martini
As I recite my poem to myself.
The sound of one hand clapping!

Nighthawk Outside the Diner

After five martinis
What's not to like?
I'll go in.
They'll want to hear my poetry.

The Forbidden Story Book 4 The Post Avant Epic

2005-07-06T13:31:00.000-07:00

The Forbidden Story – Book 4 – The Post Avant Epic

The following poem is an extract from Book 4 of “The Forbidden Story.” I completed this poem some four years ago and, of course, it is based on “Paradise Lost.” So far this poem has NOT been reviewed in Jacket Magazine or featured on the blog of my BOHO Langpo other half, Ron.

Why? Because it is funny.

Please just imagine that I, like the Napolean Dynamite fellow who created The Five Pointed Star one of those poems praised by Ron which have no conceivable value to many but which possess all that is worth living for for our post avant brethren, have here set down a mysterious introduction with canny allusions to Jack Spicer, William of Orange and Li Po. It begins, of course, in media res since all sorts of res comes before since it is, after all, Book 4. If it merely seems like witty prose to you, you are mistaken. It is actually a shitty poem.

Thank you. I couldn’t have done it by the way unless I had once imagined taking a seminar on “Landscape in Poetry.”

"And now let me introduce Blue Coal's distinguished heating expert John Barclay. Thank you Ken Roberts and good evening friends. Don't let a few days of mild weather fool you. You'll need a fire for a while -- six to eight weeks most likely. So folks in order to continue efficient firing right down to the last day give your furnace a cleaning now. And here's what I mean. Get the fly ash off the heating surfaces where it's been accumulating all season. That's the main thing. You know, fly ash gradually coats the heating surfaces and acts as an insulator -- even better than asbestos. So get rid of all fly ash. It's the simplest thing in the world to do. Don't disturb the fire. Just open the clean out door. With a wire brush or scraper give the heating surfaces a light going over. Make sure you brush or scrape off all the fly ash that's accumulated …that's all you have to do. Cleaning your furnace is a small job but it pays off big because with a clean furnace you'll get more heat from less coal for the rest of the season. I thank you.

The weed of crime bears bitter fruit…

Keep the home fires burning with Blue Coal!"

Radio off.

I tried to get back to sleep. A ruddy light was already flooding the cabin.

"I'm hungry." It was Randy.
Damn it.

He looked hungry.

"Was that the Shadow?" he asked.

I picked him up and put him in the bowling bag.

"Nope, you just had a weird dream."

"Thank God," he sighed. "Gosh, I've been having a lot of those weird dreams lately.. Say, could you check on something for me?"

"What?"

"Am I…ok?"

"Yes."

"Oh, good."

"Lets go eat."

The ruddy light was growing brighter. Here comes the sun I thought.

No. I looked out the window. Oh, it was Elijah's Chariot of Fire.

I screamed, Randy wept.

Into the dangerous world I leapt!

Now I saw that it was actually a fiery chariot suspended from a Zeppelin. A kind of Floating Ad. Fiery letters writhed on the side of the great vehicle."Blake's Satanic Mills. Visit us at out new Factory Outlet! Mr. Blake begs leave to inform the public that two products of his manufacture will be available to the Ladies and Gentlemen for the first time at low, low prices: THE LINEMENT OF GRATIFIED DESIRE! Sovereign remedy whose superior excellence and utility is attested by all Major Poets. ETERNITY, the perfume in love with the productions of time! Mr. Blake's establishment also stocks many other items of his manufacture too numerous to attempt a description of -- all at low, low prices. Also -- see the Tygers of Wrath that are Wiser than the Horses of Instruction! On display here for the first time and seen very recently by HER MAJESTY THE FAERIE QUEEN. Randy looked up with a wild surmise. I was as silent as if I were upon a peak in Darien."I wonder if we have time to get to Blake's" he wondered.The door snicked open. Captain Spaulding strode in.'Ah, there you are. Drinks in the Upper Lounge! And a surprise. Why aren't you dressed?He wiggled his cigar."Ha Ha! The games afoot! The Shadow is joining our little party!" Scampered down the hallway."He'll have the Sloe Gin Fizz," I thought. Doffed the PJs. Donned doublet, hose, sword, pointy boots and blade. Hat with white feather.I love the Puerto Rican look.

Of course, it wasn't just "drinks in the lounge." It was the gathering of the 12 I had hoped for. Long and long had I said to myself -- Jesus H. Christ when will we all get going? I was willing to wait until we got to London but… didn't have to! Bond and M were already in the rather fabulous first class lounge of the Freedonian owned but German flagged Zeppelin the "Arthur Schopenhauer." Both Will and Idea were expressed in the furnishings. A Zinc bar, overhead various Teutonic maidens (carvings, of course) in various stages of undress. Nice idea. All in various states of yearning expressing the embodiment of the Will.

Before the bar a round table of the proper old sort manufactured exclusively in the Black Forest. Great chairs for each one of the 12. Above, a dais, obviously hastily rigged for the occasion, and on the dais three thrones in the Cretan style. And, suspended above it all. a flat screen of Atlantean manufacture. Suitable for showing 70 mm movies (and, in fact, a showing of "Lawrence of Arabia" was advertised for that afternoon).

But first -- before I saw all this -- I had to enroll and pick up my handouts and so on. Get my badge. "Hello, I'm LON" A rather irritated looking elf maiden was handing them out. And no wonder. Just a brief look around told me that more than a few of the great villains were there and grumpy as hell. Professor Moriarity looks very irritated as he conversed with the insidious Doctor Fu Manchu who looked haughty and bored as Moriarity complained that he really didn't have the time for this since he was in the midst of assassinating the crowned heads of Europe.

"Of Europe only?" the Insidious Doctor hissed.

Darth Vader laughed at this. Mr. Mxyztplk (pronounced mix-yez-pit-el-ick) (isn't this worth the price of admission?) floated by and nodded at me briefly. The last time I saw him was in 1959 in a Superman comic but he remembered. I hurried in and scanned the room.

There was a seat at the Round Table with a place card that read "World Historical Individual Whose Task It is the World's to Understand" I was flattered and sat right down. I had quite forgotten I was carrying Randy. Maybe I should have gotten him a name card? Anyway I'd leave him under the table and bely up to the bar with the rest of them for a Martini… Randy seemed to be sleeping.

An officious looking elf tapped me on the shoulder.

"Pray, reverend sir, your seat is yonder" And he gestured to the oaken seat next to the Shadow's --who was primping: adjusting his ascot around his thin little mouse face.

"I laughed. Are you certain? I am LON."

He nodded somberly in the depressed way elf guys have (sex once every ten thousand years, harp lessons each day -- you'd be depressed too) so I moved and eyed the room moodily.

Th elf bent down and placed Randy in the "World Historical Individual Whose Task It is the World's to Understand" seat. Careless asshole. Oh, well, I wasn't moving him.

The Shadow and I were the only two of the twelve to be seated (if you don't count Randy and I don't) but I saw some of the others. Posthumous and Samson were at the bar, of course. The Crow was on a bust of Pallas where some Japanese villains were taking his picture. Bill Gates was there of course. I was surprised to see the Chevalier but not surprised that he was holding a flagon of absinthe and drearily (I'm certain) chatting to a goddess. Greek I think. Perhaps Diana. Golden bow -- but two breasts. Very puzzling. Her Tyrian gown of the color called Panelume gave it away though: Atlantis. Yes. I noticed that she wore a necklace of blue topaz. She saw me looking at her and gave a little wave.

Good God. It was Riotboo.

Damn it. The Chevalier was now showing her my ruby slippers. I started to get up but liike everyone else froze in abject horror as flames engulfed the middle of the three thrones, the room filled somehow with the howling of lost souls, (one recalled watching the musical "Cats" ) and a flaming eye of a sudden occupied the space above the throne.

"Oh, shit!" Posthumous cried from right behind me -- dropping his drink -- "It's Sharon!"

An ex wife, no doubt.

But it was only Sauron of Mordor.

Oh, I had forgotten P was the ringbearer.

Sauron's eye turned towards the trembling adventurer.

Then, from a space above the throne to the left Death stepped out from his sable coach.

I made my way to the bar. I couldn't stop for Death.

But I did stop when the third of the evil trio appeared next to me and bowed.

It was the person from Porlock.

I haven't often been in the grip of theological terror but this is exactly what I felt when I saw the little man in the checkered suit and bowler hat. "Fuck you," I snarled. I AM going to finish…" And I knew that all was in vain -- until I realized that he wasn't bowing at me but at the Lonliest Ranger who shimmered forth right in front of me.

Lonliest grinned at the Person from Porlock and, I could be wrong, the little man quailed. Lonliest's golden front tooth caught the light and for an instant I felt that everything was ok.

But again just for an instant -- for the Eye of Mordor flamed with an, of course, Satanic light and his voice -- a voice that recalled unheard of suffering -- as if somewhere there was still a production of "Cats" and people were going to it -- filled the First Class Lounge.

"GIVE ME MY FUCKING RING."

We all screeched and Posthumous sank to his knees.

"I can't…I…it's in…"

I pulled my sword ready in that instant to kill my old friend so that mankind could live. Except it appears I had left my sword back in the cabin.

Celestial light! How else can I describe it? I felt as a sparrow pillowed on the pavement of heaven snoozing away sweetly and -- in an instant of suspended time (a curious phrase but what the fuck…) blue rays shot forth from the chair where Randy's head had been and a million butterflies seemed to swarm and form a face of such beauty that I am occasionally distracted even now when I have seen the face of…I'll get to that later.

A god no doubt for his head was golden and his beard golden and his eyes serene as the Middle Sea after you have escaped from the Cyclops and are having a smoke knowing that that dumb asshole will think your name is No Man ahahahahah…

The God laughed.

"Oh, fuck off, you twit."

Sauron seemed aghast. How do I know since he is a flaming eye? A mystery it seems.

"BALDY?"

The God smiled.

Death spoke.

"Let's get started. Im a busy man."

In an instant the God was gone and I made my way back to the table. There was only Randy. Still sleeping.

Sauron muttered something but that was all and everyone was seated as the Interpreter for the Deaf mounted the dais.

There seemed to be a small tree in the chair next to mine. He was smoking a cigarette.

"Why the hell do we need a deaf and dumb interpreter?" he remarked.

What an insensitive bastard. I'd bring it up in the team building session that was sure to follow. You'd think a talking tree would understand diversity.

Death, Sauron and the Person from Porlock were on their thrones. I quickly glanced around to see just who the 12 were. Fuck, there weren't 12 yet. Me, Samson, a trembling Posthumous, the Goddess Riotboo, the Head of Randy, the damn crow, the tree, and a person wearing jeans and a Princeton teeshirt. A young fellow -- early 21st century it seemed to me and clutching a sheaf of paper.

Death spoke.

"We will begin with a reading from one of the 12." He looked at his notes.

"J. M. Pearson from Princeton will read selections from his blank verse epic: "The Austiniad:" a poem of thousands of lines in the manner of John Milton on the subject of Professional Wrestling."

This was the second time I was frozen in theological terror.

The young fellow made his way to the front of the room. Cleared his throat and in a sing song voice began to intone his poem.

"Of consecrated smackdown and that pin
which whoop-ass thwarts a screw job, I propose…"

"Thank you, Mr Pearson, Death interrupted. He stopped for Death and slunk back to his seat. I averted my gaze.

"That was evil," I remarked to the tree.

"Yes," he replied. A good beginning. Perhaps there is some hope after all."

I had no doubt that the person from Princeton was secretly smirking. I knew the type. Very useful in certain situations but I couldn't help but feel that someone from Harvard would be a bit more…

But the great screen above the evil trio was flickering with a goblin light and the room lights were slowly dimming. I can't help it -- a 20th century man -- I was, at once quiet and attentive. The show is about to begin? Sauron's eye was still flickering. Someone should do something about that Will there be a cartoon? The image of the Freedonian flag appeared on the screen. Death spoke.

"Ladies and Gentlemen will everyone rise for the National Anthem?"

Really -- it was a rather stirring moment. One that recalls the singing of the Marseilles in "Casablanca." I admit that I was a bit choked up. The tree was openly weeping I saw. The tune is different but the words are different, of course. Death, I noticed, had a fine baritone and Sauron tried to match him but missed the really low notes.

"Hail, hail, Freedonia.....
Mightiest of mighty nations!
Hail, hail, Freedonia!
Land of the brave and free!"

Of course we sang it again as is required and ended with everybody with outstretched hands turned toward the main door that connects the reception hall with the outer hall.

" Hail, hail, Freedonia.....
Mightiest of mighty nations!
Hail, hail, Freedonia!
Land of the brave and free!"

Of course the leader did not appear again and once more we sang:

"Hail, hail, Freedonia.....
Mightiest of mighty nations!
Hail, hail, Freedonia!
Land of the brave and free!"

Sauron had been chosen to read the final lines:

" I assure you there is nothing to worry about. Father is probably taking extra care in getting into his robes of state. I'll call him."

He rushed the reading I thought.

And then a spotlight followed (who was it?) as he went over to a corner of the room and pulled a tapestried bell cord. This rings a fire bell in Hell, of course. No-one comes but we all sang:

"The bells of hell go ting-a-ling-a-ling For you but not for me: And the little devils how they sing-a-ling-a-ling For you but not for me. O death, where is thy sting-a-ling-a-ling, O Grave, thy victor-ee? The bells of hell go ting-a-ling-a-ling, For you but not for me. "

Sheer bravado, of course, but that is how every meeting of the Great Villains of the Multiverses has begun for like forever.

We all sat down. Now there was an image on the screen. A black and white still it looked like.

And death spoke holding his two hands against his forehead like a carnival mind reader.

"Quiet, please. Will everyone concentrate on the image above. The spirits tell me that there is one person here who knows what it shown. Please. Please. Will everyone concentrate?"

The image was dim. An interior illuminated by moonlight. Oh.. a little fellow -- rather homely I thought is sleeping in that little bed with the Red Ryder bedspread. Yes.. a bureau and above it oh…I knew that painting…Dogs Playing Poker… and something gleaming in the moonlight on the bureau…silver moonly gleam…

Death spoke....rather gently, I thought.

"Yes, LON, that young fellow is you and on the bureau…"

"My silver dollar. The one that my Dad gave me!" I shouted this. Good dear sweet God that was my old bedroom!.

"Tell us more."

"It was (the image didn't change all was till except for the breathing on the angelic looking young lad under the rich bedcovers) the silver dollar my Dad gave me the day Stalin died!

"I remember it well," Death remarked. "His death was announced 7 March, 1953. He went with me a bit sooner than that though. On March 5th. Dead behind the armored doors of his Dacha. Thinking that would keep me out! Poisoned by Beria, of course…"

I interrupted Death.

"I was reading the comics and my Dad came in. The headlines of the paper said "Stalin Dead!"
I asked my Dad "Who was Stalin, Dad?"

"He was a bad man, son" he said and smiled and put his hand in his pocket and flipped a silver dollar that I caught!"

"And then…?" Death asked.

This was hard for me. "When I woke up in the morning the dollar was gone. I guess my Dad took it back to buy booze. I asked him and he…"

"Go on…"

I choked up a bit.

"He told me Stalin had stolen it. I believed him…the bastard…"

"Now, watch…." That was Death.

I could see the door to my room open and a figure creep into the room. I had to watch my Father steal from me. The figure slowly crept to the bureau. Damn you damn you, Dad…

And then a ray of moonlight illumined the face!

"Yes," Death thundered. "Your father didn't lie to you. That is Vissarionovich Dzhugashvili known as Stalin, Father of All Nations! Or, rather, his ghost. Stealing your father's gift! Sneaking into the bedroom of an innocent young boy and doing so!"

We were all thunderstruck. A universal gasp from the assembled villains.

I howled.

"The fucking commie bastard. He's going to pay!"

I sank to my seat racked with great sobs.

Me, not the seat.

Stalin would pay. Let there be no mistake about it.

Oh, how often have we wronged out fathers! All my life I had been so bitter and I recalled again

My father.

Born in the beginning of the 20th century -- that century of universal disaster. Born in the USA to a family of neurotic vaudevillians: Jews who disguised their Jewishness and pretended to be an Argentinian family of tango dancers.

A Jew dancing the tango: the one dance that, above all, speaks of fatality, of destinies engulfed in pain. It is the dance of sorrow.

Then take this Jew (my poor Papa) and arrange it so that he falls in love in Berlin months before Hitler takes over … falls in love with that fatal woman: Ilsa. The rest of the family flees while my Papa -- the fake gaucho -- is drawn inexorably into the darkest of the dark underworlds that existed in Berlin: the Nosferatau: the secret society of decadents with their Vampire balls and Grand Guigonal orgies and my father and Ilsa dancing El tango de la muerte there while Europe descended into madness and my father danced -- danced to the dark music of the bandoneon and the violin: a long stillness as the watchers waited in the dark and my father and Ilsa waited frozen on the stage and then the quick motion that begins the tango, stillness… and then the sudden violence -- the dynamic of a frozen world suddenly shattered, the apotheosis of the twentieth century.

And then -- escape -- the only one of his family to survive he said -- escape to a Steel Mill Town in Pennsylvania -- a shattered man -- where he met my mothers and had to convert to Catholicism to marry her… how horrible it must have been for my father to pretend he was a Catholic! This explained his strange melancholy during my first holy communion and, as I remembered more of the story he told me I thought back to those times when, my mother gone to Novena, he would look himself into a room and all we could would hear was "Hernando's Hideaway" on the old record player and the sounds of my father shuffling about, breathing heavily…

And I had wrong this man. And it was Stalin's fault.

"What kind of silver dollar was it?" The man from Princeton inquiring.

I felt for self control.

"Damn it. It was a 1929 Peace Silver dollar."

"Ah, the Anthony De Francisci Art Deco Liberty Head with a crown of rays on the obverse and a bold majestic eagle at rest on a high mountain top, clutching the laurel wreath of Peace in his talons, on the reverse?"

"Exactly." Fucking Know It All.

"None were minted in 1929…"

I fell that I would have punched him out had I not been distracted by "The William Tell Overture."

There, on the screen, Stalin turned clutching my silver dollar and chuckling evilly. The Overture and then the little figure of the Lone Ranger I kept on my bureau shimmered and glowed and suddenly the Lonliest Ranger leaped from his mighty steed's back from a space near the picture of the Poker Playing Dogs onto the back of the arch murderer and sneak thief. The room burst into applause as Stalin and the Lonliest Ranger struggled silently in my childhood bedroom!

And then -- the picture went out. The room lights went up to reveal the figure of that noble masked rider of the plains standing next to Death. He wiped a tear from his eye.

"He got away." He lowered his head into his hands.

"I failed."

Death put his arm around the weeping Ranger. Everyone was silent listening to the blubbering of that Great Man. It seemed to go on forever.

The rear door burst open. The figure of Steve Shafely strode into the room -- the dapper fellow with his pencil thin moustache..the hero before the Gates of Wrigley.

All eyes turned to him.

"The Jim Jim's have broken through." he announced.

Then -- in an even grimmer tone.

'Sylvania has declared war on Freedonia. This meeting is over."

He strode to our table.

"The Legion of the Doomed must come with me at once."

We all looked around.

Oh, he meant us.

Everything -- as it tends to do in these tales -- happened at once. Captain Spaulding screamed. "Pinky, the Ringbearer!" and the mysterious figure that had pulled the tapestried bell cord that rang the Fire Bell in Hell burst through the crowd with incredible speed and jumped behind a confused Posthumous and seized him around the neck pressing a topaz studded dirk against his carotid artery (if that's the one on the neck). Posthumous -- the same Posthumous who, laughing had skewered the Guardian of the Temple of Smaug in Far Rockaway collapsed utterly trembling managing only a simply inquiry:

"Harpo?"

In the same instant a portal opened behind the Hero Before Wrigley -- a portal opening to (a quick glance confirmed this) to the old Cleveland airport -- to be more precise to the rather shabby first class lounge.

Steve screamed: "Legion of the Doomed -- into the Portal!" and drew a photon cannon of antique design and waved it wildly about at the same time the Eye of Mordor flamed and screamed "Give me the Fucking Ring" and Captain Spaulding jumped to the dais and cold cocked the Lonliest Ranger and, laughing jumped at Death landing a savate kick against the skull of the Dark Visitor who moaned and collapsed to the floor.

Riotboo reacted before anyone and her golden bow was in her hands and an arrow impaled the Eye of Mordor who screamed even as a portal opened behind him and the unholy spawn of the Netherworld began pouring out from its smoking abyss.

"LON -- the Shadow -- he's one of them" Steve screamed -- almost too late for me as the Shadow rushed towards me pulling a marlin spike from beneath the folds of his cloak. I would have been a goner had not the Crow flapped screeching against the Shadows face and the Head of Randy somehow launched himself from his bowling bag and rolled between us causing the frail minion of evil to stumble into the tree who put out a cigarette in his eye screaming "As long as I live Poland will ever be free!"

The Shadow screamed as the Tree danced away and with one branch seized Randy's head and the other the bowling bag and ran for the Portal.

Samson was at my side grinning

"No fucking chandeliers again. We fall here!" and, laughing, jumped in front of me to engage the traitorous Chevalier D'Arq who was advancing on him laughing with a blade in each hand. He had on the Ruby slippers! Stumbled. Kicked them off and I dived for them falling to the floor tumbling and then …I had them!

"Good show!"

It was Bond. James Bond… and he helped me up even as he suddenly gasped -- as we all did. For there standing over what seemed to be the bloody smoking ruin of the Eye of Mordor were two figures.

We knew who they were.

Adolph Hitler.

Joseph Stalin.

Spaulding fell back - appalled. Pinky groaned and stood away from Posthumous who fell into a heap.

"Oh, shit." I muttered.

And I jumped through the portal!

It is always awful when one ends up in Cleveland -- and even more awful when one is stuck in the airport but it is very awful when one has fled there running from the wraiths (for I suppose that’s what they were) of Hitler and Stalin and one is one of the Legion of Doomed who are fleeing or have fled through the portal in various stages of panic and ontological nausea. How fucking long will I be stuck here is the first question one asks and when one looks at the unbearably suffering faces of persons already in the airport there is understandable longing for Death.

"I am taking a workshop with Jim Moore on ways to invite the muse into your life."

2005-07-05T13:41:00.000-07:00

Not really, of course. That would be hard to imagine but I am reminded of Jim Moore my former company commander.

Jim Moore

Major Moore isn't any more
As he said
Sitting in the Buddha Garden.
Our C.O. 529th MI Company
Fort Hood, Texas
Just off Tank Destroyer Boulevard
And he was our King.

One time, years later, when I went to Thailand
Leaving the airport and flowers everywhere
My cab driver said "It;s the King's Birthday!"
And I felt fine like I was in Fredonia
A comic opera country but with Emerald Buddha
And Jade Buddha and Golden Buddha
And thought of old Major Moore and how
Something had happened to him
When he was in Thailand back then.
Liason to the Air Force
Helping them discover just what 50 miles
Of the Ho Chi Minh trail that they would obliterate that day

Major Moore was a West Point man
And a "I don't wear the ring, anymore." man
Who came back from Thailand with "Pat"
Whose real name was something like Pattypat Pattypat
And who knows what happened it was
Anna and the King of Siam only backward
And she shimmered there in Texas
As he addressed us.

"Men," he said. "Men, I feel that I am
As good as any of you." And paused.
"And that you are as good as me."
And waved his hand at Sergeant Gonzalez
Who said "Company! Dismissed!"
In a wry baritone. One year to retirement.

"Wait," Major Moore said.
"Men, I bought ten copies of this book
"Stranger in a Strange Land" and they'll
Be in the orderly room and I'd like each of you
to read it. And think about it. Dismissed!"

What happened is this.
Our XO was Lieutenant Hanson
A ROTC man from Texas
And a snake.

June in the Buddha Garden.
"Major Moore is no more," Jim Moore said.
Disgraced. Dismissed. Branded.
"Have you ever read Vonnegut?"
And he was gone to -- really -- Fawn Grove Pa.
Where he and Pat had a few kids
And he pondered "The Strawberry Alarm Clock"
And never killed himself.

Lieutenant Hanson was also gone.
Within three months.
During a field exercise someone set up his tent
Right over a nest of copperheads
And he blew off his foot trying to shoot them.

Don't look at me. I didn't do it.

Lon, Ron, Don

2005-07-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

The Ballad Of Little Noddy

2005-07-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

The Ballad Of Little Noddy

for Little Noddys everywhere

Up the magic mountain
Down the rushy glen
We daren't go a-hunting
For fear of little men.

Little Kants and Hegels
Socrates' and Platos
Pissing in our garden
Eating our tomatos.

Preaching their philosophy
To prove their very piss is
The cockle shell theosophy
Of Hermes Trismigistus.

Once there was a little boy
Little Noddy was he name
Who held on to his little joy
Beneath his counterpane.

What a pretty wanton boy
Slaughtering the flies
And spattering the bourgeoisie
In their dogmatic stys!

What a brave young Nimrod!
Who with lists prefers to hunt
For Consciousness and Cabbages
Coelacanths and Cunt.

Vile rumor states our lad avers
All three the same dish
But Rumor's wrong: "I much prefer
The last sans consciousness.
I am a carefree deliquant

Will take a cabbage everyday
Though Coelacanths are elegant
When in a family way.
I prefer the simple vegetable

Much before another.
Its inner silk suggestable
Of my late lamented mother.
Picture a silken draped boudoir

And Daddy behind the arras
The cabbage in a pink peignoir
And certain scents from Paris
Daddy chained and gagged. O! Rare!

And a slit for him to see
And another in the cabbage dear
Just big enough for me.
Then I caress the vegetable

And read her Havelock Ellis
And poetry pansexual
Of the dying on the trellis
Of many a time-blown rose

Wailing for her demon lover
And many a well-blown nose
Ever waiting for another
Finger than the one it loves!

A nose whose passion lingers
Stars above -- though penetrated nightly
By the finger it abhors.
Until the turf lies lightly, lightly

And the doors, the golden doors
Of Eternity open!
And the dear digit it adores
d
e
s
c
e
n
d
All Beatrice to its bosogger.
And then I take my daddy's Luger
This is how my Daddy wooed her
And then, and then! I leap! I leap!
Ravaging that cabbage
With a passion so steep
It o'ertops Dante's!
And then I calm her
With a murmured verse von
Jeffery Dahlmer.
Daddy thinks the cabbage mother
Daddy's always getting thinner
Though every night he has another
Piece of mother for his dinner."
You can see that little Noddy
Had quite eccentric passions
Perhaps banal to anybody
Who keeps up with the fashions:
Vile poetry and matricide
A bit of old Jocasta
A weariness of time and tide
And, to make the moment last
A buring in a gemlike flame
Of all of his relation.
But he is like the gentle rain
The leaders of a nation
Direct ten million tons of bombs
Upon the place beneath
Bunkers, bridges, dads, and moms!
Roll me over Lethe!
Our little Noddy after all
Is rather ineffectual
His sins are white and do appall
But, at least, not intellectual.
All passion spent he rests his cheek
And recites a soothing psalm
And, perhaps, he dreams of leeks
But the vision of napalm
Is sugar plums and marzipan
To those across the sea
Who calculate the body count
Sing "Nearer my God to thee.
Nearer to thee Lord!" Then they
Adjust their calculations
And (100,000 say)
Are gone
gone
gone
Quite away.
And then, they face the tribulations
Of dog shit in Harvard Yard.
(Professor Booby's Lhaso Apso again)
Many miles away
The General says:
"Men, here is you mission. We want numbers!
Arise ye nations from your dogmatic slumbers!!
In a geste most incandescent
The jungle algebras luminescent.
The mother, child, and sturdy peasant
All become quite deliquescent.
Flowing in a fiery stream!
Flowing in a golden dream!
Till they arrive at Harvard Yard
Where Booby thinks it a canard
"That's not my dog's shit in Harvard Yard.
Not my dog's shit in Harvard Yard.
The priest, the King, the simple clown.
Intellectual vileness trickles down.
As does this verse. O comic Muse
Make my bowels and bladder swell!
Jesus Christ, I've paid my dues.
Deliver me to Infidel.
Who is not a little Noddy.
Little Noddy's anybody.
Souls of poets dead and gone
Be sure to keep your condoms on.
Be advised your lissome muse
Won't be as prankish as she used.
And though, perhaps, your stiffened chillness
Will seem to some a formal stillness
And the worm your daily wage is:
You'll still be better than John Cage is.
Ah, she's back. My verse becomes more regular.
Except for that last line. A rhyme! A rhyme!
Hey, Tim the keg-u-la
You bought is all drunk up.
That's a lie.
He isn't even here.
Hasn't been for a year.
I loved him best.
We were the "Owl Oak Press"
He had three wives and a silver star.
And killed himself in Carmel Ca.
1/1/91
Car
Car

Car
the cars said.

Did it the American way. In his car with a .45.
The word I want to rhyme is "alive."
Alive! Alive O!
Silver stars, and wars and wars,
And pretty maids all in a row.
O Tim! You lost your town the race.
But at least you found a parking space.
Alas, poor Tim is not no body
Let's go back to Little Noddy.
One night little Noddy
Maddened by the crowds
Who danced the limbic limbo
Neath the Magellanic clouds
Went up the magic mountain
And down the rushy glen
And by St. Tommy's fountain
He met the little men!
O see their vile symposium
Underneath the trees
A cacophile colloquium
Of venal venomy.
Buboes like bijous!
Transcendent logorrheas
Blood or beetlejuice
On their paideas.
Socrates accouchant
Plato on his knees
Hegel only kegeled
While Kant begged, "please."
Poor panting pooh bahs
And moon-botched mullatos
Hear the ontic ohh ahs
In their secret grottos
The very meagre spewing
The sudden going slack
The strangled senseless mooing.
I want my money back.
Poor Noddy thought them pixies
A typical cathexis
With many a cunning lick he
Sought logosrhythmic nexus.
"O fondle all my fabula
Make my bowels go whoosh
Bite my incunabula
Gerbil my cartouche!"
They crowned him then with laurel
And pulled his undies down
And had a little quarrel
About quintessence brown
And who would have the precedent
And who would wait behind
But in concord incrudescedent
They chose symbol over sign.
First the gave him No-Doz
And then they bound his arms
Then spoke to him of Logos
And of his manly charms
Then they put him in a toga
And in the best Platonic forms
Whispered he was deathless
And buggered him in swarms
Drizzled him with powdered gold
And decked his dick with lapis
Diddled with his tiny fold
And called him "Dear Priapus."
Filled his behind with sea dark wine
And then they crammed the ice in
"How do you feel?" "Why I feel fine,
Rather Dionysian."
Then they took a silver spoon
And scraped him out all hollow.
He laughed and bayed right at the moon
"I feel just like Apollo."
Then they stroked his little bum
(It really was quite flexible)
And gashed a hole between his legs
Until he wasn't very sexable.
See the timeless golden dial!
Hear the crystal spheres!
See the unmoved crocodile
Cry his pearly tears!
The good, the true, the beautiful
A frenzy fine and flighty
And Noddy shouts, "O! take me! Do!
I feel like Aphrodite."
Plato did and him y-thrid.
"Dear master, are you peeing?"
"It's just the God you silly sod.
You're just becoming being."
Let's leave him there. O my dear Muse
I must say that I detest
The words that I am forced to use
Like "bugger" and the rest
And pee and fuck and dick and cunt
(Poor Noddy's vade mecum)
But I only sing as he was wont
Which is, it seems, "fair dinkum"
Or whatever they say near Botany Bay
In the land of Noddy's fellows,
Australia the Fair! And, anyway
Even old Catullus
And a murder thick of other bards
Were forced to this vile usage.
Don't ask me who. It's rather hard
Living in a loose age
Where buggery is thought a crime
(I mean the kind consensual)
While helping thousands out of time
Is reaching your potential.
Sing mea culpa everyone
Pick up the muse and lug her
Guts to the top of Helicon
And bugger, gently, bugger.
Sweet Christ! Not yet! Unhand her, Mark
It's a swerving so to swive
We're still on Wilson River Drive
And Noddy's still alive.
He guards the sacred oxen
The oxen of the Sun.
But a glamour seems to mock him.
He only sees the one.
And this one looks just like a cow.
So what does Noddy dare?
"Flossie my own fleur du mal!"
Then he goes all Baudelaire.
And takes her in unnatural ways
Ways so vile and low
They were unmatched until the days
Of Verlaine and Rimbaud.
The cow just mooed and chewed and mooed.
Noddy did what should be banned.
O depths of Moral Turpitude!
He mentioned old Ayn Rand!
He only muttered out the word
To try to keep from coming
He was dreaming of the pliant herds
And of his different drumming.
The cow cried out! The levin flashed!
Noddy screamed in pain.
The cow dissolved! The levin flashed!
Little Noddy came.
What against he couldn't tell
But it was the Goddess Io
Who had simply been through hell.
You can read it in her bio.
Noddy struggled to get off
And gave a little cry-a
The goddess gave a little cough
"They call the wind Mariah.
The fire is Tess, the rain is Joe
I hope I get this straight.
Apollo has a golden bow.
Aphrodite's always late.
Zeus has the juice and just hangs loose
Hera's such a hassle.
And I learned the truth from Lenny Bruce
That Plato is an asshole."
The goddess felt a tiny pinch
And touched her sacred portal
Little Noddy dared not flinch
"I think I smell a mortal."
And then she felt a nasty itch
In the derriere direction.
"Oh dear", she sighed "This is a bitch
I've got a yeast infection.
A douche might work. A douche divine.
Of amaranth and rue
And equal parts of turpentine
And a little Mountain Dew."
She sighed and wished. Behold the douche!
A boiling viscous fluid
That chuckled like a Scaramouche
In a cunning little cruet.
"Douche to the Gods, my lady fair,"
The douche cried with panache
Made little Fairbanks in the air
And fondled his moustache.
But what of Noddy? Damn my eyes.
I seem to have forgotten.
He hung there by a mild surmise
And smelled like fish most rotten
Behold! The douche leaps from the cup
And quivers on the quim.
Noddy weeps and covers up
And sings an English hymn
A quavering tune: "I thee implore
To save a wretch like me."
That Little Noddies like to sing
When far away at sea
And their mothers are so far away
And it's really dark at night
And it's a long way to Bristol bay
With that nasty bosun tight.
But the douche just laughed and tried to peer
Through the deific tangle
He was a jolly musketeer
Who held his sword a dangle
That sword had killed a thousand yeasts
From Moscow to Peoria
And drank the blood of judas priests
All for the greater glory...
"Ah", he cried when he saw the lad
This is to damn too damn too damn bad
And the douche just wept: "Sad sad sad
This is just too damn too damn too damn bad."
And little Noddy wept. He knew the truth.
His only friend was a goddamn douche.
The douche heaved a heavy sigh.
"All of this will pass."
And picked up a crab just passing by
Who bit Noddy in his ass.
"Free at last", the poor boy squeaked
Unstuck from his own jism
And saw where his becoming leaked
All sparkling like a prism.
He reached his hand around behind
And plucked out the owl feather
Preferring matter over mind
Started running for the heather.
The Goddess laughed and saw him run
(It really wasn't fair)
"A mortal. Oh, what jolly fun."
Then seemed to catch the air.
Little Noddy shrieked and fell
And cried out (rather quizzical)
"Jesus Christ this hurts like hell
My dick is metaphysical!"
And so it was! It dandled there
At least ten or twenty versts
What once was meat was passing rare.
God knows how that hurts.
That mini-length of Oscar Mayer
Now thinner than the thistle
Upon the head of Richard Pryor
Or Nancy Reagan's pistle
Stretched out in far flung molecules
Like a St. Tommy's angel band
One end near his follicles
The other in her hand!
She reeled him back and played with him
Like a fish upon a string.
He'd make a pretty pendant
She could even make him sing.
Poor Noddy begged and sobbed and moaned
As he dandled twixt her breasts
He bitched and kvetched and groaned and groaned
Till the goddess got depressed.
She took the little minnikin
And held him up to see
"I once knew a Mick named Finnigan
that sounded just like thee.
What do you want you little shit?"
Then Noddy did reply
"I want this terrible dream to quit
If not, I want to die."
The goddess sighed and twitched her nose
The little guy was free!
He ended up upon the ranch
With Hoss and Pa and me.
He's happy now cause all he does
He does it all for Lorne.
And what a wiz he was he was
Shucking all the corn.
He talks philosophy with Hoss
Does his oriental thing
Bitches and bemoans his loss
And buggers poor Hop Sing!
The little men? Why she found them.
In their tiny elfin grot.
And listened to their boring talk
Screwed up her nose, said "NOT!"
And they were changed, changed udderly
To ugly leprechauns
And, though they are more cudderly,
They'll still fuck up your lawns
And bugger moths and butcher flies
As they were wont to do
And fashion little priestly stys
All in the morning dew
They'll "crucify the butterflies"
"Break gnats upon the wheel."
Then tell you with a wild surmise,
"I guess it's how we feel."
Four and twenty blackbirds
Eat the ever-dying swan
Tiresius eats Jesus
All bloody flows the Don
Aristotle in his bottle
Keeps looking for a ship
But tiny sailors sail away
And let the big seas slip.

Straight for the heart of Lyra.

"I'm so pleased we're not dining at the ranch tonight.
Hop Sing's such a filthy cook."
Peter O'Toole
"Was he more convinced of the esthetic value of the spectacle?
Indubitably in consequence of the reiterated examples of poets in
the delerium of the frenzy of attachment or in the abasement of
rejection invoking ardent sympathetic constellations or the frigidity
of the satellite of the planet."
Sunny Jim
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Notes: Yes, I know that Io was not a goddess. Jesus Christ.
A douche might work. A douche divine.
Of amaranth and rue
And equal parts of turpentine
And a little Mountain Dew." (1)
1. Do not try this at home.

Off to Luncheon

2005-06-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

Yes, the science fiction writer Theodore Sturgeon said that 90% of anything is crap. I make it 99% but, really, all of that not very interesting. Who decides is the question. Is it the very young? The very sincere? The seekers near lakes? The fellows in the woods in shorts being sincere?

Off to luncheon with the old Shakesperean.

My Cat Died on the Titanic

2005-06-20T19:33:00.000-07:00

My Cat Died on the Titanic

Yes -- my cat also died on the Titanic. I became suspicious when I noticed that she would wake me at midnight meowing "Nearer MyGod to Thee." My wife scoffed, of course, and insisted that the tune was, in fact, "Paddlin Madeline Home" but I knew better. She (my cat) was regressed by the same fellow in Milwaukee who has regressed the better class of Dolphin. It was expensive but worth it. It turns out that Chloe had been Jack Johnson's cat -- the black fighter who was refused passage because of... oh, you all know the song: "Jack Johnson want to get on board. The Captain said: "We don't haul no coal. Fare thee Titanic. Fare thee well."Chloe (whose name was Lighting then) had already boarded the ship and was nibbling caviar in the Greater Stateroom and waiting for Jack whenthe doomed vessel left port and confesses that she was rather pleased when she discovered that Jack wouldn't be coming. She could meet him inNew York and she had quite a nice cabin all to herself and there were masked balls to attend and no-one to stop her from renting the Pierrot costume that she knew would devastate the rather snooty millionaire cats who promenaded in First Class.

Jack had always made her dress as one of the chorus of dancing girls in Aida and she felt that costume much too revealing. She was, in fact, dressed as Pierrot when the unsinkable ship went down. Of course, I didn't believe any of this. I t seemed too fantastic.I had never seen a cat dressed as a Pierrot. As Rhett Butler... yes...as Sinbad the Sailor... certainly... so you can imagine my amazement when I saw the film...there it was: a pitiful little cat skeleton and on the skull a Pierrot hat with a lavender pom pom and the oozy weeds twisting about -- as Lightning in the collied night/ So quick bright things come to confusion.